Should I pretend that life is perfect and convict myself of fraud
Or should I pedestal my trauma and then wait for an applaud
Should I listen to the voices without knowing their motivation
Should I listen to the preacher without knowing his salvation
I'm so tired of competition where we glorify our pain
Cause now I'm holding on to my traumas just so I can play this game
I'm so tired of surface people saying lets just end the hate
Then I open up my bible and they refuse to tolerate it
Should I trust a word that I hear
In this world losing sight of reality
Should I still want to start a family
And subject them to this two-faced society
I'm so tired
I'm so tired of competition where we glorify our pain
Cause now I'm holding on to my traumas just so I can play this game
I'm so tired of surface people saying lets just end the hate
Then I open up my bible and they refuse to tolerate it
I'm tired of my self-opposition
I'm tired of my own intuition
I'm tired of trusting myself
It's wearing out my mental health
I'm tired of this world
I'm tired of this world
I'm tired of this world
I'm tired of this world
I'm tired but I've been awakened
Letting go of all of my traumas
And this life has been taken for granted
And I open my bible
I may be tired
But I'm not here to stay
