You think everyone is mad
So you make us feel bad
Guilt us into saying sorry
But we're not really are we
It was never simple, I swear even when I thought it was
Consumed by paranoia
It'll happen time and time again
Goddamn the only way
I knew you was the spaces in between fights
God forbid I try to help you 'cause
I'm damned if I'm wrong, damned if I'm right
This is not an apology
I just think you deserve a reason
I'll talk with you till the tea is cold
There's nothing to save us now
I'm walking the avenues alone
'Cause nothing has changed
Avoid bad news
Like it's a toxic personality
Won't look at my phone
'Cause I know you're still mad at me
Goddamn I finally had the courage of my convictions
God forbid you don't try to blame us for your self inflictions
This is not an apology I just think you deserve
A reason I'll talk to you till the tea is cold
I don't know what to say now, Friday night poker, I fold
'Cause nothing has changed
A stab in the back while a shake in the hand
I did my best to understand
But don't get trigger-happy now
Your feelings aren't my fault anymore
I wanted out you wanted war
Wandering through an abandoned town
