Eyes Closed

I know it's a bad idea But how can I help myself? Been inside for most this year And I thought a few things, they might help It's been a while, my dear Dealin' with the cards life dealt I'm still holdin' back these tears While my friends are somewhere else I pictured this year a little bit different when it hit February I step in the room, it hit me so hard, oh, how can it be this heavy? Every song reminds me you're gone, and I feel the lump form in my throat 'Cause I'm here alone Just dancin' with my eyes closed 'Cause everywhere I look, I still see you And time is movin' so slow And I don't know what else that I can do So I'll keep dancin' with my Eye-eye-eye-eyes Eye-eye-eye-eyes closed Eye-eye-eye-eyes Oh, I'll keep dancin' with my- Delusion is here again And I think you'll come home soon A word brings me right back in Then it's only me that's in this room Guess I could just pretend The colours are more than blue But I lost more than my friend I can't help but missin' you I pictured this month a little bit different, no one is ever ready And when it unfolds, you get in a hole, oh, how can it be this heavy? Everything changes, nothing's the same, except the truth is now you're gone And life just goes on So I'm dancin' with my eyes closed 'Cause everywhere I look, I still see you And time is movin' so slow And I don't know what else that I can do So I'll keep dancin' with my Eye-eye-eye-eyes Eye-eye-eye-eyes closed Eye-eye-eye-eyes Oh, I'll keep dancin' with my- They're shutting the door, they're cleanin' the floor, and everyone is already home But I'm on my own Still dancin' with my eyes closed 'Cause everywhere I look, I still see you And time is movin' so slow And I don't know what else that I can do So I'll keep dancin' with my Eye-eye-eye-eyes Eye-eye-eye-eyes closed Eye-eye-eye-eyes Oh, I keep dancin' with my Eye-eye-eye-eyes Eye-eye-eye-eyes closed Eye-eye-eye-eyes Oh, I keep dancin' with my-