Drunk Text Romance (feat. Chase Petra)

I know you loved me Did you like me ever? Aren't I clever? Deciphering your drunk texts I'm detective You, the suspect You told me I'd never be good enough The day will come where I'll forget your face I'll forget the words to the songs that we used to play It feels like my head's been held underwater And I'm just screaming for some sort of self-worth Waiting for my lungs to collapse I know you loved me Did you like me ever? Aren't I clever? Deciphering your drunk texts I'm detective You, the suspect I know you loved me But did you like me? I know you loved me I wanna be your drunk text romance The type of love I only show when I'm too far gone to try to lie I limit myself until I'm unable to censor my words I erase my thoughts I do not allow myself to think I switch on the neurotransmitters in my brain to release endorphins I swallow it down and convert it to nausea I can no longer let love rot away in the lining of my stomach I let it flow through the fingertips of our untwined heartstrings A direct line between my soul and yours What's the difference between a best friend and a soulmate anyway? In the morning when you sober up I exhale you like a stale cigarette And like always, you hurt most on the way out If there was a way out, I'd still choose it Sometimes all we ever get are memories to fill empty spaces Why can't I fall out of love with you? I know you loved me Did you like me ever? Aren't I clever? Deciphering your drunk texts I'm detective You, the suspect These walls are stained, the smoke remains The fires tamed but I'm the same You wanted warmth near every night Then in the morning, you changed your mind I know that it was only fear But flames like these don't wait, my dear I know that it was only fear But flames like these don't wait, my dear (Don't wait, my dear) (I know you loved me) (Did you like me ever?) (Aren't I clever?)