God's Child

I remember being a younging Couldn't nobody tell me shit bout what I couldn't be I knew I was the greatest But that's something that they couldn't see Raised up in the trenches ain't no way in hell you couldn't beef Survival of the fittest it's a choppa storm You shouldn't sleep God why you make me grow up in the ghetto Why you make my daddy die before I reached the age of 3 Why you put that burden on me that's some shit that I can't let go Why you aint lead him to good why you aint get him out these streets God Why I had to suffer What I do up in my past life I know I shouldn't be asking this But look that's my dad right My heart is still in pieces I got walking depression Meaning I smile like nothings wrong But it can kill if I let it They think I'm cold But I think they don't understand me Took away my love now I'm permanently scarred I'm out in my public big smile Big proud of myself But I get home late at night and I just cry in the dark I met a special somebody And he treat me like a Queen Every night I crawl in bed He be sneaking in my dreams He do me right flood with me love And yes he's more than a friend Now we in court he caught a bid Damn here we go again Heart broken Pieces shattered They asking why I won't leave his side Cuz he matter He told me go on with my life This too much pain But how I could I leave you When you the one that keep me sane Mentally I'm exhausted Emotionally I'm depressed Physically I could be better But financially I'm blessed I be thinking all this shit that I go through Is just a test Or maybe just to strengthen me To thrive to be the best That's why I smash on all my enemies Won't let them win Hella people want get close to me but I Won't let them in Asking why I'm always alone cuz I Just need to focus When I'm down and feeling helpless I Just need the ocean I just need some time to myself They think I'm tripping bout this industry but I got bigger problems And besides I'm the greatest #1 at this shit Will literally put them on a plate chew them up then I'll swallow Promise you this the least of my worries I'm literally a legend like fr The greatest the hardest the goat I promise I will die up on that hill So fuck with it Ima trench baby bitch Ain't backing down from nothing I got God on my side It's no way I can lose Put in work never cheated Never asked for no favors Just giving bars after bars it's no way they can snooze Big Rettà big boss big ape big dawg Big gangsta take ya head And you'll get that bitch tossed Not the 1 or the 2 So be careful when you fuck with me Somebody told me I would never make it And it stuck with me I already made it tho That's the gag I'm just outta here grinding chasing The rest of my bag They expected me to fail by now I got em mad They expected for my car to break down I did the dash Look Gods child And I'm only tryna make God proud Gave me strength I made something out this road Hood baby I turned nothing into Gold Yeah into hood yeah