Over Emotional

Midnight, secondhand smoke You park your car and we don't talk but I you know And I've been here a thousand times before In my head I'm throwing dishes, cursing in the kitchen, but I'm not angry anymore I feel like I should feeling What we had disappearing But I'm so okay And I don't understand How I'm heartbreak reminiscing Stuck here low-key wishing I could feel worse to be the better man I should be crying right now I should be down on my knees I swear you left in pieces I know it's hard to believe When I'm not calling like crazy and showing up on your street Cause I knew from the start this is just how you'd leave Oh I'm over, I'm over, I'm over emotional Over, I'm over, I'm over emotional Too many times I've been worn thin We were dancing on a floor that was caving in Had a match lit when you poured the gasoline And I let it burn slowly Let it cut deep Oh God what's wrong with me I feel like I should be screaming Or second chance dreaming But I'll let you think you've got the upper hand While I'm heart break reminiscing Stuck here low-key wishing I could feel worse to be the better man I should be crying right now I should be down on my knees I swear you left in pieces I know it's hard to believe When I'm not calling like crazy And showing up on your street Cause I knew from the start this is just how you'd leave Oh I'm over, I'm over, I'm over emotional Over, I'm over, I'm over emotional I pulled the trigger before you loaded the gun I tried on every look of heartbreak under the sun So I'm over it, over it, over it Oh I'm over it, over it, over it I should be crying right now I should be down on my knees I swear you left in pieces I know it's hard to believe When I'm not calling like crazy And showing up on your street Cause I knew from the start this is just how you'd leave Oh I'm over, I'm over, I'm over emotional Over, I'm over, I'm over emotional