Dying to live (feat. Deviitooreal_)

Can't lie, there was times I used to pray for death Sipping holy water just to break a sweat Feel the devil in my ear, I've been praying less Will you save me a prayer or will you save your breath Make the wrong moves, bound to make a mess Say the wrong things, should be saying less Insecurities loud, yeah, I was playing deaf They was plotting on my moves, I was playing chess Say a prayer for me And pray it's not too late for me Still remember everything that you said to me Gotta want it for yourself, ain't no saving me So say a prayer for me, and pray it's not too late for me Still remember everything that you said to me Told papa, I got him when he slipping Told my mama, I got him when he tripping Paid the cost every time I made a visit Hurt my heart when I lost him to addiction Pray for death and it's bound to hit you different Say I'm blessed but a part of me is missing All them voices make it hard for me to listen Praying hard on something to keep me busy The dice that we rolling getting real heavy The cash that we raking is real steady The fam I got with me get real deadly All these bitches is pretty but so petty If you die today, would they notice you I probably live a lie, never know the truth So before all my plans long overdue I'll keep it ten, play my hand like I'm supposed to do Say a prayer for me, and pray it's not too late for me Still remember everything that you said to me Gotta want it for yourself, ain't no saving me So say a prayer for me, and pray it's not too late for me Still remember everything that you said to me So much on my mind, but I need you to listen We done did over time, could've gave you what you missing You won't have to run if you played your position Ripped out my heart and you just left that shit dripping Feels like the devil's working overtime I'm tripping I overthink sometimes, my brain me on a mission Stuck up in my ways, I know my people feel the distance I try to give my all, I guess I'm lacking what you missing Fuck these other bitches are they really gonna ride for me Put the drama to the side and spend this time with me I try to brush it off, it keeps reminding me I aint tripping, it's a blessing in disguise for me So say a prayer for me, and pray it's not too late for me Still remember everything that you said to me Gotta want it for yourself, ain't no saving me So say a prayer for me, and pray it's not too late for me Still remember everything that you said to me