Sad Truth

I saw you in the back of my show last night Standing underneath the exit sign I know it wasn't really you though Cause you were always in the front row And I've been looking for love online And maybe some of them are real good guys They're never gonna be like you though You set the bar above the moon so I don't wanna be twenty something And still in my head about Seventeen in my bedroom talking, You said that by now We'd paint the walls of our shared apartment You're still everything I want and I think we could work it out So what are you doing now Whats the point of love when everybody treats you the same I done got crossed so much on defense I can't stay in the game Can't even trust my dawg no more, he tried to put me in chains But he claimed that he a real one This world is changing, everything ain't what it used to be Thinking it was love and everybody, they just using me Started cutting niggas off, who pull me down and that's word to me Never thought that it would get to this, everybody turned on me I just played my role and everybody took it for granted I cannot wait no more on niggas, tryna cop me a patek I tried to take them to the top, clearly they didn't understand it I got some goals tryna accomplish but to them that ain't matter If you weren't with me from the start, please just get out the way It took some time but I done told 'em I'm gon' make a way And I tried to take the safer route, and evil tried to steer away The devil thought that he could take me out but God led me to Better Days It's hard to trust that's why I never keep my guard down I swear I used to listen but now I just disregard now I always try to give and now they claiming that "Its ours now" These crackas taking what they can, I swear times is getting hard now No one can love you if you never learn to love yourself I put my heart up, up for grab, left it on the shelf I don't like the way you acting now, you acting real unusual They gon' only bring your flowers when you dead at your funeral I don't wanna be twenty something And still in my head about Seventeen in my bedroom talking, You said that by now We'd paint the walls of our shared apartment You're still everything I want and I think we could work it out So what are you doing now I still be tryna wrap my head around the way that they treat the kid Everything I did was for my fam and my brothers, damn This the reason why I go so hard, Lord know I'm tryna make it far But I already know that someone out there tryna they best to hold me back But they can't stop me on this run, I been racing tryna get these racks You might as well hit the phone cause I really don't respond to text What's done is done in the past, now I'm focused on what's coming next If I don't talk out in public, don't get mad, I don't interact What's the point for all the hate Never been able to understand why niggas think like that Why them niggas be so cruel? Probably cause they wanna take my spot, don't wanna see me here Who gon' be there when I get to end? Probably by then I wouldn't have no friends These be the questions circling my head A lot of people probably want me dead And that's a Sad truth And that's a Sad truth And that's a Sad truth And that's a Sad truth What's the point of all the love? Point of all the love Point of all the love Point of all the love