"Life is so meaningless"
That phrase was in my head, I kept repeating it
They said there's more to life, that's just not how I'm perceiving it
I'd wake up in the morning and I don't know where my demon is
He'd always come around to crush everything I'm dreaming in
Bad thoughts when I got in the car
I just prayed and the whip don't start
Would've drove it up into a tree
I cannot continue on if I don't believe in me
Negative surrounding my vicinity
I wouldn't make no progress if I ever put a pill in me
I went and made these songs and I shot down my positivity
I'm makin' my own grave if I make these sad symphonies
When I'm feeling lonely everybody says I'm extra
I just pray to God that I don't end up in a stretcher
Compare myself to people so I'm always feelin' lesser
I'm fighting my own demons, man I am my own oppressor
(I just pray to God that I don't end up in a stretcher)
"Life is so meaningless"
That phrase was in my head, I kept repeating it
They said there's more to life, that's just not how I'm perceiving it
I'd wake up in the morning and I don't know where my demon is
He'd always come around to crush everything I'm dreaming in
Bad thoughts when I got in the car
I just prayed and the whip don't start
Would've drove it up into a tree
I cannot continue on if I don't believe in me
(I just pray to God that I don't end up in a stretcher)
