Stressed Out

So much pressure Broke in debt They telling me no hope is left I'm feelin like the rope is set I'm chokin on these figures Start to sweat I, gave all I had can't pay that back My Name's in the trash don't play that track This pain's all I have let it I fade to black I paint in on my fences Build my walls up so defensive Got my armor on with each and every 'sentence' You go be the 'judge' with a gavel In these clubs - I get hassle Do what I lovе, it's a battle But they could never see the things 'I've seen' I put my 'ghosts' up in these bars Sometimes I wish that I could scream These cuts may heal they still leave scars These words are how I bleed I listen back to all these tracks and swear that isn't me It ain't, it can't be 'Broken legs', can't 'stand me' In my head, I'm rambling Still I feel like rambo With this lead that is my ammo As I pencil out this cammo Hidden meanings I depict in every line And I just hope you read the hieroglyphics all in time Barely in mine Alien minds Lately I've been feelin great Lately I've been feelin great Lately I've been feelin great I know that that's a lie Lately I've been feelin weight This stress all on my shoulders How much more of can I take? This pain rolls like a boulder tryna shoulder my mistakes So turn that music down Got me stressed out So turn that music down Got me stressed out When Nic passed away he said don't you ever quit (yea) But I've been feelin 'half' since my mom and pop 'split' Don't know if I'm just empty So I empty out this fifth It's been tempting to just end things But who's gon' tell my kids? I know that I got enemies I empty out this clip Got that devil in my eardrum Tryna tempt me to get rich (whoah) Been down that road but I never turn back I would never sell my soul for the stacks I would rather burn my cash on the tracks Fill my casket full of raps on racks Pages full of passion Clear the lobby I make rap like its a heartbeat You react like it's a hobby This my life There's no rewinding It's all mine There's no cosigning I don't spit for 'algorithms' No cheat codes For how I'm feelin This is all I'm given Still believe in God But if you 'cross me' I'm a 'sinner' See every mark and every loss Has marked me as a winner So when I'm dead and gone Lay these verses as my scriptures So when I'm dead and gone I hope these verses you'll remember (whoah) Lately I've been feelin great Lately I've been feelin great Lately I've been feelin great I know that that's a lie Lately I've been feelin weight This stress all on my shoulders How much more of can I take? This pain rolls like a boulder tryna shoulder my mistakes So turn that music down Got me stressed out So turn that music down Got me stressed out Yea Is this how I lay I'm fading far away Fading far away So take my past just let me go I've been down this road I've been down this road before Yea I've been stuck in holes But when I hit that stop sign at the-end I'ma drive through it! Tear apart this paper Split this fear with all my anger Look in the mirror, there's a stranger What do I fear, am I in danger I don't know, no no no I'm afraid of letting go Yet I'm afraid of being whole Or is it holes man I don't know Cuz that's just more that can be ripped apart When-the-world turns cold I confess that I am froze Count my blessings with these woes I've been stressed out from my foes God has tested me for sure But who I am and what I was Has both been left outside door (whoah) Step up in the booth, full clip lit hit it up I could give my liver And the critics wouldn't give it up Cut my heart out Still they'd say I didn't 'give enough' Go fill up my cup, only so much you can take Before you burst a vein Wish I could turn the volume down inside my brain And mute the pain Before I fade away