Overthinking (feat. Josh Schulze)

Still, I'm overthinking this life I try to try Give my all, but I can't win in this fight I don't know why I swear I'm only losing my mind I try to smile Still, I'm overthinking this life For one last time They call me the king with no crown They call me a god, but don't bow They say that I'm next, but why now? Started simple with a vision, meant it and I lived it Spittin' that scripture, addin' up my actions Try to make a difference, listen, still, I felt distance People in my circle knew that they would miss it Diss it, dismiss everything that I did, like I ain't talk the topics Never bought the profits, these thoughts gеt harder Sometimes feel likе I can walk on water I heal hearts when it's dark tomorrow Still, you're speaking down on me like you deaf to me You broke bread with me, you sat next to me But now you mention my name and it's defamy? What are you, deaf to me? Like you ain't hear my lessons that I stressed to preach See, this was planned out, call it destiny, but no rest in peace Remember that night when I cried in the garden? I knew back then I would die a martyr, don't lie, it's harder I sat right there and you would turn on me Still concerned for you, but no concern for me? Let me burn this peace, go and cross my heart for eternity Still, I'm overthinking this life I try to try Give my all, but I can't win in this fight I don't know why I swear I'm only losing my mind I try to smile Still, I'm overthinking this life For one last time Grandmama, I love you (love you) Grandmama, you raised me (raised me) Grandmama, I miss you (miss you) Still, I see you in these daydreams (still I) I think about the days, milkshakes in the shade 'Til my haze we used to play I was carefree then, never worry about a wage You made my days rich even though I wasn't paid Turn off the TV, made me read stories Made me love the journey and I loved you for it Even when I'm home, we were always out exploring To when I, I look in the mirror, I see through I look at these words, I see you All of the lessons you taught, all of the times I was lost All of the times I was sad and felt low You lent your hand, you picked me up Made me your man, you built me up When I was down, you lift me up, you put me back I never quit because you believed when I couldn't see it Ever give my plane, you were there cheerleading, I'm speechless Told me how to be a dreamer, on god Told me how to not sleep it and work hard Still, I'm overthinking this life (I miss you) I try to try Give my all, but I can't win in this fight I don't know why Still, I'm overthinking this life I try to try Give my all, but I can't win in this fight Still, I don't know why I swear I'm only losing my mind I try to smile Still, I'm overthinking this life For one last time