Too many long nights
So many thoughts intensified
Too many times exemplified
Who you gonna be just for tonight?
I just wanna see your light
But darkness to you feels just right
And do I measure up? No not quite
I can't, I can't
Cause lord knows
I feel like I ain't gonna win this war
Its been something
That I couldn't afford to deal with
In the past, but I'm wanting more
Self-fulfilled insanity
I just wanted to you to be
Next to me till I R.I.P
But now I see that ain't
Anything but a fantasy
So tell me why you hate on me
What you looking at
When you see me?
Is it your lover or an enemy?
(Melodic break)
Losing sleep over past traumas
I've been drowning in this drama
And I lost hope
So don't blame me for being cold
Cause that right there is all you know
The "love of my strife" turned to a foe
And all of my light just had to go
Cause lord knows
I feel like I ain't gonna win this war
Its been something
That I couldn't afford to deal with
In the past, but I'm wanting more
Self-fulfilled insanity
I just wanted to you to be
Next to me till I R.I.P
But now I see that ain't
Anything but a fantasy
So tell me why you hate on me
What you looking at
When you see me
Is it your lover or an enemy?
(Melodic break)
