What I Wouldn't Give

I hope you go or stay a while I'm miserable baby can't you tell I'll search over this whole world Just to lay beside you here in this hotel I'm hopeful but do I look too tired I'm passionate baby but on the inside I'm not pretty but I tried If you hate me I know why Do you hate me? I'm constantly out And I tell myself That I'm alright but wish that I Was anywhere else lately I drive by your house And just hate myself Another night I wish that I Was anyone else but me When my head pounds That's when I'm downing it Swimming around Until I drown in it I lay on the couch And just think about you now And what I wouldn't give When it gets cold let's hit the road Las Vegas Nevada maybe El Paso I'll search this world high and low Just to sit beside you here between the rows I'm hopeful but it's uninspired I'm on my knees baby don't block the aisle Oh angel look I've tried Can you save me up this high I'm so high I'm constantly out And I tell myself That I'm alright but wish that I Was anywhere else lately I drive by your house And just hate myself For everything you made me out To be no good for nothing When my head pounds That's when I'm downing it Swimming around Until I drown in it I lay on the couch And just think about you now And what I wouldn't give I'm constantly out And I tell myself That I'm alright but wish that I Was anywhere else lately I drive by your house And just hate myself For everything you made me out To be no good for nothing When my head pounds That's when I'm downing it Swimming around Until I drown in it I lay on the couch And just think about you now And what I wouldn't give