Feels like I'm sad and happy at the same time
Like my mind attacks me and I hate mine
If anybody asks me, then I ain't fine
Had a heart but they had to break mine
Feels like I'm sad and happy at the same time
Like my mind attacks me and I hate mine
If anybody asks me, then I ain't fine
Had a heart but they had to break mine
Do you know what it's like when
When your stomach's sick and tight and
Fuck walking on eggshells lately
Feels like I've been slipping on ice and
Can't stop this feelin' that I ain't been feelin'
I feel like maybe I could fight it
Don't wanna be inside of a room
Where the darkest always seems the lightest
'Cause lately my soul been hurting
But my face just keeps on smiling
My emotions rollercoasters
My body autopilot
Can't be like me anymore 'cause me isn't me, and I'm always silent
Fuck giving y'all everything 'cause
Everything I gave had purpose
Y'all treating me like I'm nothing
Fuck that shit it just ain't worth it
Coulda gave you more
But I gave you less, but it's what you been deservin'
And as I take these steps I hope that I can find myself in
This lonely world, 'cause lately it's just been my own reflection since
Feels like I'm sad and happy at the same time
Like my mind attacks me and I hate mine
If anybody asks me, then I ain't fine
Had a heart but they had to break mine
Feels like I'm sad and happy at the same time
Like my mind attacks me and I hate mine
If anybody asks me, then I ain't fine
Had a heart but they had to break mine
Feels like I'm stuck in the sadness
Feels like I'm stuck in the madness
And I struggle and panic, mad at everything, man I've had it
I think that I need a break
I think that I need some balance
To make it out of this pain
I need to get off of this planet
The things that's on my mind that I been dealing with
That's why I'm careful who I hang around and share my feelings with
You ever felt like you break?
You ever felt like you shatter?
Felt out of words to say?
Like everything didn't matter
I felt that too, felt that too on my soul
Sit in my room, man, I'm losin' control
Tell myself all of the things that I've been told
And I guess that's why I feel so
Feels like I'm sad and happy at the same time
Like my mind attacks me and I hate mine
If anybody asks me, then I ain't fine
Had a heart but they had to break mine
Feels like I'm sad and happy at the same time
Like my mind attacks me and I hate mine
If anybody asks me, then I ain't fine
Had a heart but they had to break mine
(Break mine)
