Maybe

This revelation's come to light (light, light, light) We lead completely different lives (lives, lives, lives) Back and forth, out of spite Opposites attract but this ain't right Hold me now 'cause we're going down But I don't wanna lose without a fight 'Cause I'm so enamored by The idea of you and I I'm holding on even though we're failing Paralyzed when I'm looking in the mirror Maybe I don't want this anymore Terrified that I gotta reconsider Sick of having one foot out the door It's me inside but I don't recognize This new reflection Avoid the truth, deflect, deny That maybe I don't want this anymore Maybe I don't want this anymore Maybe I don't want this anymore My adversary's my best friend (friend, friend, friend) Somehow I think it's gonna end (end, end, end) Yeah Affection's rare, you don't seem to care Yeah you never give what you receive You take and take, you rig the game But I don't wanna live with this mistake 'Cause I'm holding on even though we're failing Paralyzed when I'm looking in the mirror Maybe I don't want this anymore Terrified that I gotta reconsider Sick of having one foot out the door It's me inside but I don't recognize This new reflection Avoid the truth, deflect, deny That maybe I don't want this anymore Maybe I don't want this anymore Maybe I don't want this anymore Up and down, and back and forth And black and white, and all the gray that's in between Sleep, awake, it's bittersweet I'm captive baby, but I've never felt this free Paralyzed when I'm looking in the mirror (mirror, mirror) Terrified that I gotta reconsider (reconsider) (I'm sick of having, sick of having) One foot out the door Paralyzed when I'm looking in the mirror Maybe I don't want this anymore Terrified that I gotta reconsider Sick of having one foot out the door It's me inside but I don't recognize This new reflection Avoid the truth, deflect, deny That maybe I d'ont want this anymore Maybe I don't want this anymore Maybe I don't want this anymore