Wildin

(Syphon, this is hard) I got a therapist on speed dial Telling me that I won't ever rebound, no My family telling me to reach out, yeah We don't really speak now I hate to say I'm wrong when I might be I don't keep myself in check unless it's Nike, yeah I would hate to lose control in a high speed I hate the thought of letting go 'cause it's not me It's not me, yeah Said she wanna roll with us Couple models in the bathroom doing angel dust We headed back out to the crib, brought the drink with us But shawty, I don't ever trip, take a sip Tryna see just how I live, I'm wildin' Catch me driving off a fifth in the whip, I'm flying Said I need a fix, take a sip, no lying No, I won't be missed, can't be fixed I ain't even gon' deny it, lately, I been wildin' Won't let go 'Cause every time I see my heart turn cold Feel like anxiety just fills the mold While time speeds up, it's getting old And I can't ever tell if I been wrong Or maybe I don't feel nothing at all Or maybe some these drugs a little strong Got me picking up the phone I can't leave my therapist alone Got me wondering if I'ma make it home I got a therapist on speed dial Telling me that I won't ever rebound, no My family telling me to reach out, yeah We don't really speak now (ooh-oh) Said she wanna roll with us Couple models in the bathroom doing angel dust We headed back out to the crib, brought the drink with us But shawty, I don't ever trip, take a sip Tryna see just how I live, I'm wildin' Catch me driving off a fifth in the whip, I'm flying Said I need a fix, take a sip, no lying No, I won't be missed, can't be fixed I ain't even gon' deny it, lately, I been wildin'