I been losing sleep
I been staying up
I been looking for a life vest
I know there's some things that I said too much
I know I didn't really fight fair
I know there's some things I didn't say enough
If i said them you'd be right here
You was all I need
See you in my dreams
Wake up living in a nightmare cuz
Every time that I'm good I get caught in a wave
I wish I could make it back to you where it's safe
I been up for too long trying to swim my way through
All these thoughts in my head girl I'm drowning on you
I'm mad you had to go
I watched those tail lights fading
I'm sad when I'm alone
You use to be my baby
I miss you being home
I ain't been myself lately
I had to let you know
If you come back I'm waiting
It's kind of fucked that we built it up
Just to let it fall and leave it in the dust
Got me feelin' down so I'm off the drugs
And I know you still care cuz you call me drunk
You was all my nights and you was all my days
Now I'm in the bottle got me in a daze
Guess love for money is the price I paid
Tried to work it out just to throw it away so
Every time that I'm good I get caught in a wave
I wish I could make it back to you where it's safe
I been up for too long trying to swim my way through
All these thoughts in my head girl I'm drowning on you
