It's not about u (sped up)

Why am I always in a rush? To get somewhere, to go somewhere To feel something, I'm always staying up Why can't the present be enough? When I could die unsatisfied Don't feel alive if I'm still not in love When you hear that you might make it right Make it right about yourself But I'm here right now, here right now I know I need to help myself It's not about you, it's me When I focus on me I feel bad about you, you see? When I let you go then I feel bad without You're no good for my health And I know I need to be my home It's not about you, it's me (When I focus on me I feel bad a—) What do I think I'm searching for? I don't recognize my passive life When I can't find the reason that I'm bored Why am I always wanting more? Life in cursive, seeking perfect isn't worth it Oh, I've heard it all before When you hear that you might make it right Make it right about yourself But I'm here right now, here right now I know I need to help myself It's not about you, it's me When I focus on me I feel bad about you, you see? When I let you go then I feel bad without You're no good for my health And I know I need to be my home It's not about you, it's me (When I focus on me I feel bad a—)