It was never easy to hold it in
The desires of how I wish to sin
My deepest fears had become my friends
How did I ended up like this?
This train of thought goes on and on, so long
I think I'm driving myself out of control
This disease in my head affects my clarity
(Can't see all that surrounding me)
Endless nights of losing sleep
My own worst enemy is me
This bad look, this bad taste
This apathetic look on my face that keeps on haunting me every single night
This disease in my head affects my clarity
Can't see all that surrounding me
Shapeless, just a shell of a broken man
And I don't know where to begin again
I'm shaken down into my core
I absorb the outcome of myself
Reminiscing on the pages of this dying past
And I pray, for you to medicate the pain
Oh god please take just take it away
(Why won't you take it away?)
This disease in my head affects my clarity
Can't see all that surrounding me
Shapeless, just a shell of a broken man
And I don't know where to begin again
And I pray, for you to medicate the pain
Oh god please take just take it away
