Brutal Awakening

I don't know who to trust cause you all tell lies The only way to peace is to cut these ties Seems like the more I give my heart out the more it dies Wish it didn't take me so damn long to realize Slowly I'll break free and someday I'll thank me Right now it's hazy but I can't be lazy Why does everybody wanna waste my time Why am I so used to acting like it's fine Why can't anything ever really be Mine Talk shit about me right behind my back Everything I did that's the thanks I get Cleaned your shit got your ass on track While you kept me up but I won't throw fits Put me down made yourself look good Cause you can't be wrong no not one bit Last I checked I would die for you But when I die you'd fuck my bitch Talk shit about me right behind my back Everything I did that's the thanks I get Cleaned your shit got your ass on track While you kept me up but I won't throw fits Put me down made yourself look good Cause you can't be wrong no not one bit Last I checked I would die for you But when I die you'd fuck my bitch I don't know who to trust cause you all tell lies The only way to peace is to cut these ties Seems like the more I give my heart out the more it dies Wish it didn't take me so damn long to realize I tried so hard I didn't deserve it I tried so hard I didn't deserve it Woah Well now let's get this story straight yeah woah I left that bitch and now I'm feeling great yeah You can find her at the club but that ain't me yeah I got everything I want by twenty three yeah Bought my own house with a big yard I can't hear my neighbors And the garage could fit four cars but I'll get there later Got a big truck with a mustang and an all black trailer And they're not new but they're not stock you'll get beat by acres Thought that you could ever kill me You'll need to do more than that The new me is moving so filthy Just made twenty bands off the rap That's a wrap I ain't wasting time on anybody that does not respect me Put that on my soul til it's motherfucking empty I don't give a fuck go and tell it to your bestie You can keep your pussy baby I get Plenty Yeah straight up It's tiring but I'm acquiring all the pieces that I need to put into place I'm piling all of the filings getting me closer to finding the end of the chase I'm killing the feeling of being a villain to people so willing to give in quit thinking you're living forgiven you're not and I don't give a fuck Fuck you Well fuck you Fuck you Well fuck you Woah