to listen, to laugh

I'm still sniffin' all my sweaters Just to try to catch a glimpse of you I'm still siftin' through the letters That you left for me to hold onto No one understands me quite the way you do And I should've told you sooner But I don't know how to follow through But you deserve so much more Than the spaces in between And I would give up anything Just to be the one you need To listen, to laugh Brush your hair And scratch your back To dream with, to hold And choose each day until we're old 'Cause I fuck up a lot of shit But you always take the cake And I can tell you're over it But I won't make the same mistake I'm still sniffin' all my sweaters Just to try to catch a glimpse of you I'm still siftin' through the letters That you left for me to hold onto You were on your own 'Cause I left you alone too soon And I should've paid attention But think I forgot to mention I don't know how But you deserve so much more Than the spaces in between And I would give up anything Just to be the one you need To listen, to laugh Brush your hair And scratch your back To dream with, to hold And choose each day until we're old 'Cause I fuck up a lot of shit But you always take the cake And I can tell you're over it But I won't make the same mistake 'Cause I fuck up a lot of shit I'm a problem for problem's sake And I can tell you're over it But I won't make the same mistake I love you, I know The empty promises get old But I lost a friend That I would never lose again