Stability

Fighting my own demons My worst enemy It's been draining all my energy Sometimes feel like this how the story ends for me Always fighting, just searching for some stability Momma miles away and she can't even visit me Could see the pain in her eyes whenever she look at me Don't you cry ma, in due time you'll be next to me And we'll be living life exactly how it's posed to be This the story of my life I wish I could make this up Certain topics bout my life That I never seem to touch Just telling you the real Ion use it as a crutch Things that made me who I am And how it shaped who I've become I done been through hell and back a couple times But I'm still on my two feet So I'm forever gonna grind Overcoming every obstacle that tried to cross my mind Life can punch me down and ima punch it right back every time Parents split when I was young I was living with my auntie I was always acting dumb Parent teacher conference I was always feeling like a bum Cause I knew deep down that I ain't live neither one of them But I ain't take it like a chump I put that shit right on my shoulder And shout to tia for raising me to be a soldier "life is full of ups and downs just like a rollercoaster" She told me one day i'll realize when I got older Fighting my own demons My worst enemy It's been draining all my energy Sometimes feel like this how the story ends for me Always fighting, just searching for some stability Momma miles away and she can't even visit me Could see the pain in her eyes whenever she look at me Don't you cry ma, in due time you'll be next to me And we'll be living life exactly how it's posed to be