When I Had You

I don't want To picture the memories Because my heart It is still healing I don't want To think of the time we spent When I had you When I had you I said it before and ill say it again I was the one that was trying When I would do nothing But be a good husband All you would do is start lying To all of the family and friends That you spoke No wonder they hated my guts Whenever you finished deceiving your folks You'd post about us and how were in love It's toxic I wasted my time Thinking that you were worth it When I would defend you in fights You're crossing the line You never deserved it Especially when you let your family Talk down on me, never would step in I should have known way back then That you were faking it I'm thankful that were ending Cause the way you treated me Was so pathetic Exaggerate That lucifer was not a snake Cause he turned into you All he needed was your face It's not my fault You turned our marriage to disgrace Now I pray to God That I will never ever see your face again Cause I don't like the ones that play pretend Releasing this forever Sorry God, ill take this sin I don't want To picture the memories Because my heart It is still healing I don't want To think of the time we spent When I had you When I had you Heartbreak, but it's not over you Just every little moment that I thought was true I can get a girl, but I don't want to I've been putting up walls That you're never gonna break through Not for the new women in my life It's only for you, cause you did it this time Just gonna be me Know I did fine You ain't doing well Meanwhile, im alright Dripping on sight The best of decisions I made in my life I'm happy without you I know that its right I bet that you're thinking of me every night Cause you wish that you were still with me Cause I did care about the things That no one else would even think That you were hiding, wouldn't speak about You don't wanna talk, fine by me Won't work it out, then I don't need To give my all, so I will cease And give this up, not meant to be Cause I need someone that'll talk it out Shouldn't have to push So I can hear what it's about I'm done