Trapped in a nightmare called life
With no sign of exit I am gonna die
My soul is filled with hate
Can not see through my anger
My self-confidence has been dead for years
I'm not gonna live this life
I've been destroyed a thousand times
Still you try to stand tall
Don't know how long I can fight back
With the rope around my neck
You get feed of my misery
Stabbing the knife deep in my back
I can't run and hide from myself
Self-destructive schizophrenic behavior
Can't run from myself
There's no way to escape
Don't know how long I can fight back
With the rope around my neck
Cutting myself wide open
Release the blood
Watch the madman float away
But not knowing it's killing me
Cutting myself wide open
Release the blood
I'm slippin' away as it's
Pumping out of my body
