Sodium Lights

We keep on having fights and I don't even mean to My mum would cry if she saw the things I've been through My knuckles red like I'm sonics little gg Risked my freedom when I didn't need to Pulled by the feds my girl said she's got me A Z in the car bet she wish she could have stopped me Could've gone away for a long long long time Lucky that the feds didn't check the car properly I look back for a minute Age 14 when we first start to bill it We were way to young and way to dumb Me and Chris looking higher than the boys playing quidich Were we caught up in the wrong crowd Or did we have the wrong skin colour in the wrong damn town Carried contraband when we're Heathrow bound Lying to ourselves saying shrooms don't count I was in a madness once or twice Cos my * sold drugs under sodium lights Shit changed now they're trapping under LEDs Still praying we get rich from these mp3s When I'm in the city I feel alone Cos my gs flipped packs they were on the roads What happened to those kids with the afro combs I guess that's how it goes when your house ain't home The weed helps with the grief I keep having these dreams where I drown in my sleep My family text me on new years eve He's asking me for money what a way to start 2023 Spent December in the mountains now its over When I get fucked up I close the door on closure I'm sending texts that I regret when I get sober Just an overactive underrated stoner My life changed and I think I made that quite clear I prefer a girl in baggy jeans than a tight dress Do you find it weird that I'm excited by my nightmares A fear addiction on the list of all my vices I was in a madness once or twice Cos my * sold drugs under sodium lights Shit changed now they're trapping under LEDs Still praying we get rich from these mp3s When I'm in the city I feel alone Cos my gs flipped packs they were on the roads What happened to those kids with the afro combs I guess that's how it goes when your house ain't home