I Want More

I'm so bored of the same routine Get up, wake up, work out, clean Fill up on supplements, natural medicines Open, swallow, wash it down again Scrub my teeth and pretty my face Sweat, blush, powder, erase Wipe my tears on my mini skirt lace Undress me, I'm messy, I cannot be tamed So shame me, shame me, shame me The day it falls off And don't be fucking hasty Fill up my cup Reality seeps into my dreams Oh I just can't escape this thing I want more Chaos, money, fame I want more Leather, attention, chains I need more Scars, blowouts, shame I need more So let me have my way Calm me down when the panic kicks in Comfort, damage, vertigo spins Heavy on my mind like my past sins Nostalgia, sickness, turn up, pretend Take a day off and quiet that noise Orders, rules, love you's, goodbyes Find a dark room to let out my cries Security just ain't for me if it runs dry So shame me, shame me, shame me The day it falls off And don't be fucking hasty Fill up my cup Reality seeps into my dreams Oh I just can't escape this thing I want more Chaos, money, fame I want more Leather, attention, chains I need more Scars, blowouts, shame I need more So let me have my way I am the pretender All rage, no surrender Love is not the answer I want more I need more I ain't no happy ending Mixed messages Pending I stole your heart to break it I want more I need more I want more Chaos, money, fame I want more Leather, attention, chains I need more Scars, blowouts, shame I need more So let me have my way