Credits
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Tasir Butler
Songwriter
Lyrics
I got a lot on my mind but I never shed a tear
When I was down on my ass nobody ever cared
I lost the ones that I love, everybody turn their back
So I don't know who to trust
They try to say I never make it, I won't never give up
When they left me that shit changed me for the better
I was going through it, I was writing all these letters
Rip my pain from out my heart so I can wear it as a sweater
Born alone, I'ma die alone,
Phone on DND Just leave a message after the tone
I'm overwhelmed, I think I need some time alone
Double my cup, put some Henny in my styrofoam
Fighting my demons, I've been losing the battle
Hiding my pain, but it's starting to unravel
I'm running through the rain, jumping over
Puddles of pain I got ice in my veins from all the Novocaine
I've been smoking hella dope, chiefing on a backwood
Blowing hella smoke, all alone with my thoughts, ain't nowhere to go
Roll another blunt after blunt, trying to let it go
But I can't let it go
I've been smoking hella dope
Chiefing on the backwood, blowing hella smoke
All alone with my thoughts, ain't nowhere to go
Roll another blunt after blunt, trying to let it go
Damn,
I got a lot on my mind, but I never shed a tear
When I was down on my ass, nobody ever cared
I lost the ones that I love, everybody turned back
So I don't know who to trust
They try to say I'll never make it, I won't never give up
When they left me, that shit changed me for the better
I was going through it, I was writing all these letters
Ripped my pain from out my heart so I can wear it as a sweater
I don't need your sympathy, I don't need your handout
Knew that I was different, mama always told me stand out
From a boy into a man, I had to branch out
I just hope you understand that I'm the fucking man now
I came a long way from the bottom, I lead, I never follow
Real niggas move in silence like Desperado
I don't work for nobody, I'm making boss moves
Watch the ones you calling your brothers, they might just cross you
I left a fake love in the past
They try to tell me that they love me, that ain't ever last
It's all gas, no brakes, I'ma do the dash
I came a long way from the bottom, I ain't going back
I drown my pain inside a bottle, sip away the pain
I'm filling up with mixed emotions, I need novocaine
Every day's another battle, I'm going insane
I try to keep it to myself, I never complain
I got a lot on my mind, but I never shed a tear
When I was down on my ass, nobody ever cared
I lost the ones that I love, everybody turn their back
So I don't know who to trust
They try to say I never make it, I won't never give up
When they left me, that shit changed me for the better
I was going through it, I was writing all these letters
Ripped my pain from out my heart so I can wear it as a sweater
I got a lot on my mind, but I never shed a tear
When I was down on my ass, nobody ever cared
I lost the ones that I love, everybody turn their back
So I don't know who to trust
They try to say I never make it, I won't never give up
When they left me, that shit changed me for the better
I was going through it, I was writing all these letters
Ripped my pain from out my heart so I can wear it as a sweater
Writer(s): Tasir Butler
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