Send my condolences
Up to Omelly
I think I understand
It hurt you severely
Though I haven't felt it first hand
I speak sincerely
Lost your dad before adolescence
A tragedy early
A great knock upon your confidence
A travesty maybe
Mind state weathers away
The struggle
That made me
Pushed you closer to Moms
She became everything
You had dreams of being a rapper but you pushed that aside
To become what she wanted you to always become
Selfless sacrifices
That came with vices
Endless effort to make it
This life is a crisis
Restless carcass
Refuse the acceptance of death
Breathless bodies
Misused by doctrines of faith
Bury him and dig him out
They say he came in a dream
To me it would seem
A bit extreme
Wicked regime but nonetheless back to the story man
I have to confess
I don't know how you just did it dawg
I'm foldin for less
Studied hard and chose Law
Hoping it bring you success
Couple Losses
That's the odyssey
Don't ever digress
Call this the prophecy
Honestly my soul on a beat
Throughout the struggle
Finally made it dawg
It came through email
So elated couldn't give a fuck to read the detail
Subject said I'm a graduate
No work at retail
Picked an outfit for the function
Don't even like fashion
Or flashing but this here was bigger than that
Mama's sacrifice done paid off
I'm bringing her with
But see life is a maze
It'll leave you amazed
Mama passed away a month before my graduation
Damn
Epiphany stricken
See Christ
Visual given perfectly through turbulent times
Actualise
The concept of a spirit demise
That's how I'm feeling
So much hurt dawg
So much hurt inside my chest
I feel it all dawg
Sleep paralysis
I'm dreaming of mama
Life casually proceeds
Paint my feelings as drama
Invalidate me
A man so I take it with heart
Intimidate me
The plan has been set from the start
I can only assume it's the outcome of fate
Made a song
Call it Reverse
That was my general state
Looking back in hindsight that was my daily escape
Gravitate towards oblivion
My lifelong trait
I remember back in DHS
Memory lane
My first memories of loss
Dawg
Can you relate
Had a crush on Lethu Nkibi
I was younger than her
She had a twin
I stood no chance but I was feeling on her
Lost her mom
I seen the damage
It was weighing on her
Seen her change
Seen her rage
I'm still praying for her
My first sighting of grief etched unto my soul
Trust me I know
Omelly dawg trust me I know
