For the Heart

Yeah, yeah, Promise you will sing about me, Aye, Album coming this summer, Woke up this morning so I guess I'm blessed I Still ain't satisfied It's things I ain't accomplish yet, (far from it) I need the world to know my name I won't stop until I rest, (won't stop) And it won't be from controversy It's cause I'm the best, (okay) I'm tired of feeling all alone, Who can call my home? I'm searching for my heart But I can't seem find it though, (do you even love me?) When I get close, And I'm attached it's time to let you go, I know it's wrong I need some help But I refuse to go, (boy you need therapy) And I'm so sorry I couldn't be at cousin Nate's funeral, I was out in Cali making music Tryna chase my goals, (you know you wrong) I hope you understand cuddy please forgive my soul, And it's been heavy on my mind I just couldn't let it go, (I still miss you) Me and my Pop's we not the best But I still love em though, (I still love em) And I still called him his birthday Just to let him know, (happy birthday) He lost a son, I lost my brother a couple years ago, We still ain't recover from that lost That pain I hope you never feel, I took some time still ain't healed, I miss Aunt Pozzy and Aunt Charlie Mae for forreal, Happy Mother's Day, Protect the fam and never let us fail, I know y'all in a better place while we living in hell, Forever grateful for the ones that's still been in my life, They give hope, they give me strength, Now I feel I can fly, I spread my wings and take off Hoping I can sorrow so high, And if I fall I get up just to give another try, (Let's go) Cause I refuse to fail losing just ain't in the option But it ain't easy tryna win when I come from nothing, The odds against you through whatever They won't never stop you, This is the letter before the album I still ain't made it though, (I'm working on it) I told em 20 songs but really I could add some more, Cause it's so much shit on my mind It's time to let it go, Like why they turn back on me? When I need em most, Don't want imaginary love filled wit false hopes, Why everybody always run? When we get close, Why friends to turn to foes? Something I won't never know, Niggas tryna beef for fame You can tell they just be wanting streamings, Can't entertain no goofy nigga saying anything