NAPALM (feat. Andrew L. Lucas)

I read somewhere online Rage is the part of you that knows you deserve better That being said I wish the rage that filled me would just let me forget her If anger is the part of me that comes from self love Then why am I so angry and still feel like I'm not enough I'm not christian but I'll believe In Jesus if it will bring me inner peace I'm so sick of not loving myself It's like everyday I'm stuck in my own mental hell I played with dolls till the 7th grade I guess it was just an easy way to escape As I grew up, turned to self harm Felt like life was a fire and I was made of napalm Girls online tear down my self esteem I've been feeling that way since I was 13 I know it's their fault that they're pretty But it feels like God Just fucking forgot about me No matter how many pounds I can shave off Or how many pounds of makeup I put on It still feels like somethings wrong Maybe the only thing I'm good for Is writing a stupid song If anger is the part of me that comes from self love Then why am I so angry and still feel like I'm not enough