Cold Walks To the Liquor Store

I've learned From all the time I've spent pondering each word That nothing should come easy Not in this world As days get shorter The darkness hides What I fear most So now I sit alone Deal with the damage they don't know And I refuse to pull you down with me Deal with the damage they don't know Cold walks to the liquor store Turn my phone off I can't think no more Been seeking independence But only coming up with short term defenses So now I sit alone Deal with the damage they don't know And I refuse to pull you down with me Deal with the damage they don't know First night in quite some time Can't keep faking my whole life Worst lie inside my mind Told myself I'm doing fine Cold walks to the liquor store Turn my phone off I can't think no more Road blocks keep me at the door It was your loss Can't I just ignore? Cold walks to the liquor store (first night in quite some time) Turn my phone off (can't keep faking my whole life) I can't think no more Road blocks keep me at the door (worst lie inside my mind) It was your loss (told myself I'm doing fine) Can't I just ignore?