By My Hand

I'm awakened I fail to see that That you're right next to me, with all that could be I find myself stuck looking in the past Regrets are what make me Nothing else can satisfy the lie Falling over is all I do Who am I? Another broken person on the decline With every smile can't you see that I die? Another day, just to lay to rest the hope that this feeling won't eat me alive Deify Those that lie and say that I'll be fine Just remember it's a matter of time to learn that dying only happens when we look to ourselves and say our final goodbyes I'm awakened I fail to see that That you're right next to me, with all that could be I find myself stuck looking in the past Regrets are what make me Nothing else can satisfy the lie Falling over, is all I do Revival To see the light, you must break the cycle Each day passes by But with every push forward you're closer for the closure of this downward spiral Suicide Tempting as it sounds, why deny Yourself a chance to crucify the pain inside Paralyze the parasite that dwells within the mind I'm awakened I fail to see that That you're right next to me, with all that could be I find myself stuck looking in the past Regrets are what make me Nothing else can satisfy the lie Falling over is all I do I cannot stay another day It's too late To recognize the pain never subsides I can never forgive the past For it left me Lacerated, eviscerated, just to find that you were always gone I'm not alone when falling I'm not alone when drowning I'm not alone when falling I'm not alone I'm drowning myself to forget you Erase you, I can finally breathe again, you are my sickness I am whole again I cannot stay another day It's too late To recognize the pain never subsides Will you save me? By my hand, I'm drowning, I can't save myself Will you save me? By my hand, I'm drowning, I can't save myself Will you save me? By my hand, I'm drowning, I can't save myself