Searching for the answer
This heavy heart is my anchor
Always holding me back
When I thought I was
Right back on track
Will I ever find my place in life
Will I ever stop living in denial
Will the things behind my face
Someday start to recreate
Reality, reality
I am slowly drifting away
I am slowly fading
I am slowly fading away
Maybe my will is just not strong enough
Or am I just giving up
Maybe I am still holding on to something that's
That's already been gone
That's already been gone
I've been searching so long
What's already been gone
Every shot I take
Only ricochets
Will I find the truth behind
My masquerade, my masquerade
I am slowly drifting away
I am slowly fading
I am slowly fading away
Maybe my will is just not strong enough
Or am I just giving up
Maybe I am still holding on to something that's
That's already been gone
That's already been gone
What's already been gone
Is not what I'll become
And I've come so far
Now I kill the stigma
Now I kill the stigma
