Have I been lying to myself
When I secretly know the truth
Never feeling whole no matter what I do
I always think that I'm okay
But then I break and it's taken away
My mind has been my worst enemy
Nothing ever makes me not feel alone
Have I been lying to myself
When I secretly know the truth
Never feeling whole no matter what I do
Distracting from the pain
In the end just feeling empty again
Another friend gone, and I'm wearing thin too
I can pretend but I'm hollow through and through
I never asked for life
And I threw mine away
Forcing myself through another day
Through another day
