Stalemate

Sitting at the door And light one up Calling up my friend C'mon pick me up (I said) rushing through this city Fills my head with a plan Feeling like a big boy Who knows what's ahead Ive heard wonderful sounds in profound mystery Lost or unbound And self-contradictory I never got it right cause i never wanted to I never got it right cause i never wanted to (I said) just go back And forgive him (I said) dive into love and hold the rhythm You've lost track In the city (I said) break the glass and press the button Restless, torn, and unforgotten I never got it right cause i never wanted to I never got it right cause i never wanted to I never got it right cause i never wanted to I never got it right cause i never wanted to I am an optimist, lately You changed my face and i held yours I kissed your weak spots and the devil speaks (Hell yeah) "Let the poison do it's thing" When you take it on like this It's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay Midday sun shines red iris Not today, not today Release the two-tongue lizard Tearing through tearthumb vines Midday shines through red iris Not tonight Not tonight I never got it right cause I never wanted to I never got it right cause I never wanted to I never got it right cause I never wanted to I never got it right cause I never wanted to A lazy smile A hot streak Dirty prick says something off beat I am a an optimist. I am a traitor I never got it right cause I never wanted to