Bittersweet

Throw my heart away, I don't care Back and forth we go, I've been thinking bout the times we got wasted Remember baby girl, I held you close and said we'd make it I was on my own and we both knew you couldn't save me You make me feel like I made a mistake And every time you hear my name your heartaches You make me feel like I made a mistake And we both know deep down you hate everything Like, hello, do you just not check your phone anymore Like, what are we doing You're so closed off lately and I'm literally going through so much right now and you're not there for me And I was raised in a spiritual house So I couldn't take it every time you went out Cause 3am your friend told me to come down You were laying on the ground and just drunk all around And I hated it, but I loved you so I tried to change it, but you're out of control And I hated it, but I loved you so I tried to change it, but you wouldn't come around I just, ugh, you said you needed space to figure yourself out Then how'd she come in the picture Blaming everyone, then playing everyone Who are you to tell me anything Yeah, you could say you were down forever, but I guess better late than never It's over, and I hate you But it'll always be you And I couldn't take it Baby no, I couldn't fake it My mind was racing The times were changing Your friends were bad for you Tryna make you do the things you shouldn't do Tryna hold you back from all the good in you And I swear to God you never heard me through And I hated it, but I loved you so I tried to change it, I did everything I could So I left without a clue, packed my bags up out the blue Still sleeping in the room, still sleeping on the truth