Hard to find my heart
Because that part of me still missing
Last time I fell in love
She left my heart inside them trenches
You told me it's gon' be different
I'm trying my best to listen
Just 'cause I can't be your hero
Don't mean I'm gon' be your villain
But, baby, I'm healing right now
I'm trying to change
So, I don't put you through the same thing
And I wanna love you
But how can I complain
If I know I'm gon' put you through more pain
Baby girl, I know that you need you a thug
Say you ain't fucking with scrubs
Say you don't want you a player
Baby, I'm all of the above
Wish I could lie to your face
Sadly that isn't the case
No, I don't want you to go
But know that it ain't fair if you wait
I'll be
Praying that you better off without me
'Cause, baby, I'm no good
And I hope you know that I would
Save the day if I could
But I'll be
Praying that you better off without me
'Cause I can't treat you right
But, baby, I swear that I'll try
To be better that I was last time
And, baby, I can't be your Superman
No, I can't save the day
'Cause I know that in a flash
It could all be thrown away
No, I wouldn't do you justice
'Cause you're way out of my league
No need to wonder
You're the woman of my dreams
But, baby, I'll be your nightmares
Wish I wasn't toxic
But my heart no longer fight fair
No, it ain't no place I rather have you be than right here
But I'm the problem
Feel like you don't deserve to be dealing with all my trauma
I'm 'a keep it real
I think we better as friends
How am I supposed to give you love
If I don't love who I am?
I hope that you understand
That I don't think I'm what you want in a man
Falling in love was never part of my plans
But I swear I'm tryna change my ways
But that don't mean that you should wait on me
'Cause I don't know how long it's gon' be
So, I feel like your heart should be free
So, I'll be
Praying that you better off without me
'Cause, baby, I'm no good
And I hope you know that I would
Save the day if I could
But I'll be
Praying that you better off without me
'Cause I can't treat you right
But, baby, I swear that I'll try
To be better that I was last time
