Wish You Would

Black spindles up my spine, you tell me how strong I am So I clench my jaw, you wouldn't hear If I said I was close to breaking Bite the inside of my cheeks, trying to stop my quiet tears Before they go screaming down my face Talking to you, is running against the wind Can't say a word cause you're taking my breath, So I can't talk back I know you didn't ask, and you wouldn't... I know you don't care, and you couldn't... So why do I want you to know that I'm not ok, When there's nothing I could say To make you look hard at the issue Making me small when I'm with you So why do I want you to know that I'm not ok, but I will be No thanks to you Cold water take a sip, I wish you would swallow your pride I keep looking at the floor, It would be nice if you could read body language Whiplash in my chest, but I just keep Getting lost in my head... in my head Talking to you, is running against the wind Can't say a word cause you're taking my breath, So I can't talk back I know you didn't ask, and you wouldn't... I know you don't care, and you couldn't... So why do I want you to know that I'm not ok, When there's nothing I could say To make you look hard at the issue Making me small when I'm with you So why do I want you to know that I'm not ok, but I will be No thanks to you I'll be fine, life's still good I'm still trying wish you would I'll be fine, life's still good I'm still trying wish you would I know you didn't ask, and you wouldn't... I know you don't care, and you couldn't... So why do I want you to know that I'm not ok, When there's nothing I could say To make you look hard at the issue Making me small when I'm with you So why do I want you to know that I'm not ok, but I will be No thanks to you