Ptxd

P-T-X-D Look at what you did to me Tore my fucking heart out All these symptoms My therapist was right I should have listened Not a victim But you managed to rewire my nervous system It's one hell of a trauma Left me alone with the drama I'm overthinking and reading between lines Oh, I'm so easily triggered I thought my skin would be thicker 'Cause I promised myself that I'd be fine Now I got P-T-X-D Look at what you did to me Tore my fucking heart out, ruined all my memories P-T-X-D Ever since you left me Scared I might be shutting down, now I don't trust nobody I couldn't see it when I was in it I hate to admit it You've given me P-T-X-D Look at what you did to me Post-traumatic ex disorder Loving you was fucking torture When I was anxious You'd love to say I'm just overdramatic (overdramatic, yeah) And your reactions made me so addicted to the panic, oh Yeah, it's one hell of a trauma Left me alone with the drama I'm overthinking and reading between lines Oh, I'm so easily triggered I thought my skin would be thicker 'Cause I promised myself that I'd be fine Now I got P-T-X-D Look at what you did to me Tore my fucking heart out, ruined all my memories P-T-X-D Ever since you left me Scared I might be shutting down, now I don't trust nobody I couldn't see it when I was in it I hate to admit it You've given me P-T-X-D Look at what you did to me Post-traumatic ex disorder Loving you was fucking torture I wish I was strong enough to tell you Loving you's like hell no one should go though Doing so much better now that you're gone Even with the trauma I'm still better off P-T-X-D Look at what you did to me Tore my fucking heart out, ruined all my memories Why'd you hurt me? You don't even deserve me Post-traumatic ex disorder Loving you was fucking torture