Meant To Be

How the fuck it get that load, made it vanish in a week Why the fuck they got they nose in my mix, that shit be for the weak Trappin' out the bando, when I walk the floor, squeak I got the bowls tucked in the cabinet, choppa next to the sink Tell em check my jacket, this ain't mink And I'm far from what you think, get whacked before you blink Feel like I can't love, but I'm good and like a bridge, you know, I'm Still holdin' up on them, why they hold they nuts on me Niggas I used to fuck with, they pushed up on me Sendin' shots, I sent them back, that mean it's up, don't it It's hard to trust when everybody wanna be up one That bitch gon' fuck somethin' when she feel like that love ruined Probably lie and say I'm fine But the shit a nigga go through, have you feelin' like you dyin They gon' turn they back on you, but that just mean they ain't your kind Said im my brothers keeper, and my brother end up dyin Still in disbelief, I got my nights when I'll just cry Hopin' she don't ask me what's wrong, so I ain't gotta make up no lie And to sum it up, I'm more than just torn deep on the inside Been wakin' up at four in the morning just to get high Smokin' till the sun rise, on my third blunt, then I hear gunfire Tappin' with the gang, make sure they safe, I'm like the umpire Cause don't too many get to see the sun rise If I pay you for a hit, im going to make sure it get done right If we gotta be up all night, we ain't let him slide No, they can't get to base, uh, yeah Hop out, run him down, yeah, it'll be a chase, they're unaware I prefer to Draco, but the Glock fit in my underwear No, ain't nobody safe, we spend a bin, and get up outta there You can put two and two together, and I still won't give a fuck for nothin I'm movin' on a different schedule, fuck him now, I'm keepin' touch I'm good, don't need no help at all, rely on God to lift me up Strapped bad for my protection, I can't let no nigga wet me up Thankin' these niggas gang when they really the enemy I don't know what made him change, but I can feel the energy I ain't got no room to complain, I'm tryna gain what's meant for me But I've been left out here alone, I guess that shit was meant to be But I've been left out here alone, I guess that shit was meant to be I ain't got no room to complain, I'm tryna gain what's meant for me Yeah, you can put two and two together, and I still won't give a fuck for nothin Yeah, see these niggas ain't got no mind, and they gon' fuck for nothin I ain't got no room to complain, I'm tryna gain what's meant for me