I Now Know.

I've come so far but still I got a way to go I've come so far but still I got a way I'm just grateful my brothers here for the journey Grateful that I called out to God for purpose and he didn't ignore me Grateful my words mean something Even though I grapple with meaning Ain't like everything stable But I wouldn't trade this feeling I write this while inside the basement Of my parents home My savings depleted Just did a sold out show Festival in a few weekends Only way I feel like I've lost If I admit I'm defeated Last white flag I saw was from the Cubs in they champion season So ion know how to quit Especially when life change quick Wayne used to say that our time coming Yesterday he said that we lit Just like we planned out I really got fans now When Will say I'm a legend it don't feel like pretend now Even in the midst of the wins I still question my quest Feel like more that I press towards greatness The more lonely it gets I still miss my ex I still miss my peace I still miss when silent times ain't feel like luxury But this what I prayed for I can't wait to make more Memories and engage more With the sides I've kept caged up I know me living in fear of my shortcomings Means that I shortchange myself So if I put it in music That mean I'm sharing the wealth And imma stand by each word to the fullest Wearing each one like a part of my being Carefully etched like I'm under the needle Fully uncovered for the world to see it That's living honestly Showing the God in me It don't matter what y'all think As long as I'm proud of me Brother I just want to tell you one thing Keep doing you, you keep going, you're gonna be fine You're gonna be bigger than all these other rappers out here I can't wait Love you bro Hey what's up man, just wanted to say I'm proud of you Keep going Every once in a while I'm reminded Of being up until 2 or 3 in the morning at SAR Trying to edit your videos You do not stop I take inspiration from that Keep going Imma keep going We gone keep going I'll see you at the top my boy, peace This your dramatic father calling To tell you that he misses you and he loves you And he ain't talked to you so you know and because he misses you And he loves you and that might make him a little dramatic I don't know I love ya, I miss ya, I haven't heard from you in a while And so this is me being dramatic as usual Alright, bye bye Hey I heard they cut unemployment benefits today So was calling to see how that was going to affect you And you know if you have a plan in place Again, just checking I'm just making sure you're going to be ok Talk to you later Love ya Hey boy, I know you excited, you about to do your thing man It's a surreal, pivotal time in your life I really feel like this about to be the one So I gotta be the one to say it Be real mindful who you let attach theyself to you You know, goofies and stuff But I don't know what it is bro But just like be real mindful of these people man Even if you ain't do nothing with them bro Just be mindful of like associating with them Cause there's so many ulterior motives and agendas out here And people trying to latch themselves onto something And its wicked bro So just be real mindful bro and real watchful You know you're granny probably taught you When you feel that clutch in your stomach and you ain't hungry You know it's something man It's God talking So just be real watchful bro But I'm proud of you boy and I know you bout to do your thing man You are about to shine like never before Just be real, real watchful bro Cause there's wicked out here