Replacing Leene's Bell

The uncertainty that's filling the room Is heavy on my lungs I taste it on the tip of my tongue (tip of my tongue) It's unfair that you were left to assume That I was checked out, packed up, and waiting for my chance to run If I'm being honest That could never be the truth So upset that I had failed to notice all the signs You felt despondent Left alone without a clue How to crack the combination of a fucked up mind After all of the times that I barely replied To all the things you were excitеd about I let work fill my mind And lost sight of the time And told mysеlf that I would text tomorrow And then I never did Caught up in work again There is no reason that I shouldn't have set it aside Now it's so evident It was just selfishness You deserve to feel appreciated And while I'm being honest I'm sure I'd feel the same If we traded places and you left me out to dry If you were unresponsive I would feel so jaded too You were absolutely right It's my fault that I slid into old habits Shut myself off from the rest of the world Should have welcomed you in and gave you precedence I was convinced that you'd feel overwhelmed I'm still learning how to be an open book when I'm down I just want you to know, I understand if you go I'd give up all I own, just to see you happy I know that we have talked and worked it all out But I can't help but hate how I almost dragged us both down History is doomed to repeat Unless mistakes turn into lessons that we swear to keep And never lose I'd give it all just to rid you of your sadness To keep us both in sync with the world Swear to welcome you in and give you precedence In fact I'd trust you to take over the helm I have learned now how to be an open book when I'm down I just want you to know, no matter how this goes I'd give up everything Just to make you happy Who says that we can't be happy?