aesthetic

Where the hell are the lines meant to meet? Maybe I just fell between the cracks, I'm on my back While everybody stands on their feet "Tell the truth and I won't be upset" I'm always late to join the party and I show up underdressed Times up, I'm not ready to go The day just started and it's out of control It never goes to plan, where was I again? Build me up and find there's barely even half a man Getting so pathetic, that's just my aesthetic I could share but I know they would never get it Wait, maybe I'm not meant for the stage Wait, maybe my own way's in the way Where the hell are the lines meant to meet? Maybe I just fell between the cracks I'm on my back, while everybody stands on their feet When do the stupid dots all connect? What if I was never the best and all my friends are just Whispering while I'm a mess? What's next I've waiting all day for it Need a car but I don't how to pay for it Got a job I can barely stay awake for I'm lost tryna find my way forward I wonder "where's my mind?" Cloud 9 but I'd be lying My thoughts are intertwined, I'm half alive Loose change, I don't know where my card went I dropped out and I need an apartment Time's up, I'm not ready to go Got a a snake inside my ear but both my eyes are on the road I keep my stress inside the back of a civic I think the way I live my life would make my mum go ballistic I gotta man up, we've already discussed it I gotta man up, man I feel so disgusting Wait, maybe I'm not meant for the stage Wait, maybe my own way's in the way Where the hell are the lines meant to meet? Maybe I just fell in between the cracks, I'm on my back While everybody stands on their feet When do the stupid dots all connect? What if I was never the best and all my friends are just Whispering while I'm a mess? Truly Truly Truly