1985 and I still don't know who I am
So long ago
I can't remember the name of the band
The one that took me to the edge
To the edge
Memories locked far away
My memory leaves me betrayed
If I could only remember
All those feelings
If I could only remember
Who I was
Never fitting in
I looked at the tv
Learned how to drive
By watching the hands move
Learned how to look at you and you and you
And anticipate your every move
Just trying to keep connected
Just trying to see clearly
If I could only remember
All those feelings
If I could only remember
Who I was
Who I was
1986 and the surgeries are coming quick
Forever to be monitored
And I'm still here
Good times
Walking in the streets
Wearing sweatshirts in the blazing heat
And I'm still here
I felt isolated and alone
As I sat next to the radio
But I
I'm still here
1987
And my world's gone to shit
All alone
I don't know where I was
And I don't know who I was
But I know who I am
And I'm still here
