Disconnected

I called you like a thousand times And the feeling never left It doesn't feel right It doesn't feel right You're impulsive It's not like you can't control it Unrequited, so I'm vocalizing what I should've told you Back when you still cared for me 'Cuz I've been reaching from the start Thinking you would meet me at the halfway mark Maybe it's too much to think the feeling's mutual for sure (I wish you loved me back) Too far gone to stop How to know if I'm supposed to trust the knot in my throat 'Cuz I never know what you want What you want I called you like a thousand times And the feeling never left It doesn't feel right I give you all my affection But you're still disconnected If we were meant to be by now Then maybe you would wanna stick around I give you all my affection But you're still disconnected Maybe the affinity is obsolete The way you only show your apathy To me or my own feelings I wish you showed some fucking empathy And maybe you wouldn't be so hard to please If you were to ever be honest with me Or maybe I should save myself Than find out that there's someone else Too far gone to stop How to know if I'm supposed to trust the knot in my throat Cuz I never know what you want What you want I called you like a thousand times And the feeling never left It doesn't feel right I give you all my affection But you're still disconnected If we were meant to be by now Then maybe you would wanna stick around I give you all my affection But you're still disconnected Dis-dis-dis-dis-dis Dis-dis-dis-dis-dis Dis-dis-dis-dis-dis Dis-dis-disconnected