Walking these dim stairs
Till a noose hits my vision
I can feel it there
Hanging there mocking me
You stop that hanging
And no I'm not playing
You will never drop me (Yeah)
Down down down (Yeah)
Walking down these stairs
Is more like a descent
Where I see a demon grinning
In the darkness
Of my endless obsessive
Autistic mess
And I can't even
Retrace my steps
I got fired on the spot today
They want vibrance guess I'm just to gray
Can't keep a job anyway
All it does is give me anxiety
Walking these dim stairs
Till a noose hits my vision
I can feel it there
Hanging there mocking me
You stop that hanging
And no I'm not playing
You will never drop me
Down down down
Mental health
Awareness
We don't need
More awareness
We need a system
That ain't so careless
That's pushing pills
For the sake of profit
But I digress
Life is a mess
Life is gorgeously
Marring me at my best
Life is a second guess
And a gaslight test
Huh
Did I say it was a
Gaslight test
Walking these dim stairs
Till a noose hits my vision
I can feel it there
Hanging there mocking me
You stop that hanging
And no I'm not playing
You will never drop me
Down down down (Yeah)
I realize part of the prize
Is wanting to stay alive
Wanting to socialize
With people that mean something
With friends and family
That last a long time
With friends and family
That last a long time
My enemies
They're all so miserable
Because they don't know
How to let anything go
How you going to hate me
For something that happened years ago
Stay out of my face
You're so trivial
Walking these dim stairs
Till a noose hits my vision
I can feel it there
Hanging there mocking me
You stop that hanging
And no I'm not playing
You will never drop me
Down down down
