My Pain

My pain, my life, my struggle, my journey Fighting for my life cause these niggas try To swerve me Got a nigga toolied up all the time Run up on me and I'm busting mine Young ass kid raised with no father Raised in the streets, made a nigga go harder And momma was gone cause she was a bank robber And granny did her shit but she knew I was a problem Grew up quick in this world real sick Wish I had somebody just to warn me bout a bitch Always had my brother there by my side Taught him how to steal when a nigga was five Knee high was i but a nigga really tried To survive in these streets So a nigga had to eat, had to go get some change Do something strange, bust a nigga head Going thru it to maintain Been through the trenches, been through the gutters All this hate, niggas love one another Trying to fuck a nigga over and we fucking with each other How you supposed to be my nigga, how you supposed to be my brother Talking bout you want to slide shit, but nigga really don't slide shit Want to have a nigga straight, trend the topic When a nigga really ain't with that poppin Bitch nigga pull a nigga down, nigga wanna tear a nigga down A hundred million times that you niggas try to stop me But you niggas never ever stop me, hell no Make a nigga go harder, make a nigga go harder Make a nigga go harder, make a nigga go harder I feel my pain, my fury, my strife Felt this pain for the most of my life Spit it on out, nigga write it on down Show these niggas how you really get down Stay loyal and stay real shitty Roll around with that thang, always with me Hurt a nigga's soul when I lost my nigga Broke a nigga heart when I lost my nigga Nobody hold you down when you need it Yeah I know I said repeat it Nobody hold you down when you need it When you roll around, repeat it On heated, in the streets I need it Yeah I know your love ain't right but I need it Give a nigga flowers while a nigga really here Let a nigga know that the shit really real Nigga, I was raised out the trenches I don't trust none of these bitches Yeah, I ain't flexing these bitches Every girl on this city girl mission What's up with the lovin' Already deal with the stress, need some huggin Don't need no bitch that's really for the streets Only need a bitch that's ridin' for me 200, let me state some facts I done lost a bitch to that rainbow pack Had a couple hoes go behind my back Plus my best friend tried to steal my sack All this pain just drive me crazy Tryna maintain but life's so crazy And all these damn bills just drive me crazy Rollin' around in a new Mercedes Gas on low, blinkin' On e But I just freed up, need my phone to ring Need a rack to get this music done, what I'ma do I'll tell you what the fuck was a nigga willing to do Just ride outside, I'll jump out, get changed Anything just to keep a nigga mind stained Don't you know that a nigga gonna maintain Don't you know that a nigga gonna maintain Feel my pain, feel my struggle Feel all the shit been down through the hustle Feel poppy that take care of them kids Keep a smile on my face so you never know what it is All I gotta say is that I been goin' through some things Goin' through some things and I'm not thinkin' the same Got the weight of the world on my shoulder Big ass boulder, break it open to feel my pain My pain, my pain, my pain Get it on out My pain, my pain, my pain Get it on out My pain, my pain, my pain Get it on out My pain, my pain, my pain Get it on out My pain, my pain, my pain