Barely Holdin' On

Ooh-ooh Huh, huh, uh, uh (808 Mafia) Huh, huh, uh, uh Huh, huh, uh, uh Barely holding on, this life gets scary as it goes on Burdens while we carry on, I ain't perfect, spare me if I'm wrong Hope my secrets get buried when I'm gone Staring at the writing on these headstones They keep on tryna tear me, but I'm strong That's what you wanted to tell me all along Ain't hard to figure him out, 'cause all his thoughts were tweeted We blew some shots to shut him up, that's why his top was leakin' 'Cause I ain't never seen a nigga from his coffin speakin' We pick that nigga off, he ain't think that we saw him creepin' Sometimes I miss the days when me and bro was off it, tweakin' I hate September 18th, 'cause that's when we lost a demon Why do the real ones always leave? That's what I get exhausted thinking Can't be ungrateful 'bout this life, you know we fall to see it I'd rather you hate me while I'm here, than love me when I'm dead They sent that text that Twinnem checked, couldn't stomach what I read Like, life's been pushing me too far, and now I'm stuck on the edge Don't wanna party, I'll stay in this lonely room instead And I'm just Barely holding on, this life gets scary as it goes on Burdens while we carry on, I ain't perfect, spare me if I'm wrong Hope my secrets get buried when I'm gone Staring at the writing on these headstones They keep on tryna tear me, but I'm strong That's what you wanted to tell me all along, oh Death in the air, that shit I'll leave you with a chilled spine Even though my spirit's down, like, I'm okay, I feel fine Shots from that steel nine, ain't from that hillside I'm from the trenches where they murder just to kill time A heavy heart, eyes rollin', through dark times, soulless Sorry that they took your son, I'm sending my condolence Gotta face the facts when the truth unfoldin' I hope you know this, that I'm just Barely holding on, this life gets scary as it goes on Burdens while we carry on, I ain't perfect, spare me if I'm wrong Hope my secrets get buried when I'm gone Staring at the writing on these headstones They keep on tryna tear me, but I'm strong That's what you wanted to tell me all along Ooh, there's a power in your soul Ooh, and I wanted you to know