Self Sabotage

(Deaths are still highest amongst men often in their late 40's The total number of people dying from drugs Is at the highest level since records began And just look at the last decade The increase has accelerated In 2021, there are almost 5000 drug related deaths Up 6% on the year before And the northeast is the worst region For the ninth year running) Lately I been walking through the streets I can see the dreams of people so far outta reach Everyone losing hope in themselves They've lost their inner peace You jus need to search within your selves Search in your soul an dig deep I been wondering myself what Ive been doing wrong All my dreams they jus been shelved an my growth has been stopped So I'm seeing the same day play over an over again Like Groundhog Day, an the black it fades in the end Livin day by day, living wage by wage, livin pay by pay Working some more, earning some more and then throwin it all away I'm so sick of wasting all of my gifts And doing the same shît jus on a different day Everywhere I go poverty it's stricken Homelessness grovelling it's sickening to see This side of humanity becoming so bare Believe me We know the cause it's the cheap highs Heroin or bath salts or worse so crack Once you chose that path there's no going back So make sure you chose the right fork in the road This ain't the matrix, we ain't in a game There's another level there always is Bu that's jus the basic Understanding of personal growth Neurological advancement of your brain Understanding yourself and understanding those close to you Being Empathetic an sensing their feelings Just like they're a part of you I don't even have to come at this hard I know I got your ears pricked up from the start Funny thing is I speak this stuff and I mean it I can feel you feeling me just as much as you can feel this Those tingles an shudders you're feeling I'm covered in em an I got an out of body experience Floating up to the ceiling. Sometimes I jus wish When I write a song that I'm not jus pulling parts of me out Cah it's leaving me grieving Somethings missing an I can't put my finger on it But we all know the world dat we live in, its broken The only way to fix it is to stand United with an actual plan To combat it out own out of own self destruction Should we jus get all the world leaders on cocaine So they're all hyper focused, lock em In a room So they can use diplomacy, negotiation Focusing their power on their own sovereign nation Instead of constantly focusing it in the wrong direction The world isn't about money But the sight got lost in all the commotion I ain't got a fucking penny bu I believe in a brighter future Even if it means having to leave the earth behind And go to Venus. Start a new life Without people constantly looking to sabotage our freedom Cah I've had enough of mine Create a new colony an just call it Stephen's Fuck it I'm gonna pack up now Follow me, we're leaving