Head Rush

Did you know I could swim Before you threw me in the deep end? Did I pick up the pieces of you Just to be blamed for them? 'Cause secrets are heavier than the walls they hide behind And your heart's no better than this heart of mine If I grip the sides of your bed would you learn to love me again? I'll throw back my head and say you're the best I've had If I drop the best part of me would that be a worthy apology To look in my eyes and tell me that I'm worth your time? Would that be enough? Am I still stuck in a head rush? Did you drink tequila in excess To forget me and dissolve your regret? Did you make me carry you home Just to feel my arms and then leave me alone? Your lies are lighter than the flames of my fire And your words are no better than those of a stranger You show me a love like I never knew Could I learn to believe I was never meant to? If I grip the sides of your bed would you learn to love me again? I'll throw back my head and say you're the best I've had If I drop the best part of me would that be a worthy apology To look in my eyes and tell me that I'm worth your time? Would that be enough? Am I still stuck in a head rush? If I agree to stay in these pieces Would you approve of the formation? If I lay here in your bedroom Is nothing left of me enough for you? Is nothing left of me enough for you?